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20 December 2015 @ 01:52 pm

Technically Semi-friends only. I'm only doing this now since I figure its time I kept my ramblings to myself  for the most part, everything else such as stupid talks about nothing will stay public. Pointless I guess, but i think its mostly for myself. Some of my earlier ramblings will stay public because I can't be bothered to edit every single entry.

Anyways have fun~.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Empires - Bang (Acoustic)
15 January 2014 @ 12:28 am
it's all the optimism that drives me insane.
wanting things,
searching for the ability to achieve those things;
but also being stuck on the hope that despite the fact that those things might not happen, you can dream.

so when it comes down to the truth,
and suddenly the world becomes a lot smaller,
and those hopes and dreams become feasible;
we get scared.
because what if reality can't live up to the dream.

maybe we were better off when you were just a mirage in the distance,
and a voice to send through me ears, and just a face in photographs;
but you're here now, and i don't know how to deal with that.

and so i know,
all things come to an end,
phases, spaces in time, obsessions.
the end hasn't come yet,
but let's see how we go.
Current Mood: nervous
06 November 2013 @ 03:45 pm
It's blood.

And it's so stupid how these things run.

I've been waiting for disappointment. And you deliver.

But am I so stuck in this mess that I can't differentiate the good from the bad?

Say things, get in trouble.

I knew it from the start.

I'm only waiting for you to let me down.
05 October 2013 @ 09:12 pm

The mood swells. The air is deep, and your heart moves. It is a feeling. A community.
Hand in hand with the soul you want to meet.
A celebration of everything in between.

Current Mood: floating
20 September 2013 @ 07:30 pm
so midterms are up, and uni sucks and I'm eternally lazy. I have group presentations to get through and I can't contact my members and this sucks ass. I may or may not be secretly crying on the inside.


Current Mood: discontent
20 July 2013 @ 03:40 am
In a quest that is simple,
we take small steps,
we test the waters,
we wait.

But on the roads that are hard,
we run at full speed,
breaths ragged,
passion ignited,
we go.
07 March 2013 @ 11:15 pm

life is sucky right now. so please excuse the gloom.
on the other hand, have some sassy chen.
10 January 2013 @ 02:40 pm
oh hai thur~

you must be excited to see me~~~


My posts are getting as sporadic as sporadic comes, seriously. My greatest apologies. This will be brief, sadly D:

So it's holidays. Uni is off til March and I'm pretty much bumming around like to tomorrow. The internet is capped but I'm finding ways around it. I'll be going overseas for a month~ :D ... so i'll probably have something to say then :P

In my extended absence, I must say my life has been revolving tumblr, and still is. Cheering my Arashi and kpop babies (Can you see my Onew bb up thur~? ;D). I'm still alive yet kinda dead cause I completely ruined my sleeping pattern, that I am -only now- getting back to normal~

And now I'm just chillin and telling the internet how I'm a loser, clearly :P

Brief. I told you. Brief~

So I leave you with this~~

Bai bbs~ :D
Current Mood: Neutral
Current Music: B1A4
09 October 2012 @ 12:14 am

So it's been a while. Plus it's late and I have uni tomorrow~ but I'm feeling kinda blue, so I just wanna post something.

I currently have brain pains because I don't sleep and I only see that as half a problem. That and I am extremely susceptible to motion sickness, and any kind of reading in a moving vehicle renders me brain dead with a evil migraine. But I can't help it because there are things to be read when one is riding on the horrors of public transport with nothing to do but stare out windows a scenery you see everyday (ーー;)

Other than that uni work is creeping on me with a vengeance. But I trust that my perseverance will combat it with utmost earnestness and severe stress. I must survive~ only one exam and three essays and three presentations and speaking tests and listenings test.
Omg why 。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。

Sad to say I don't actually feel any wiser despite being almost a month away from completing my first year of university. I just can't wait til my three month holiday starts up and I can't finally let my brain recuperate from the endless mindfcuking of uni education.

It's 12:00am now. When it should be 11:00pm. But no, the Australian government is mean and decidedly robbed me of an hour of my life in favour of saving electricity to benefit the environment. I feel robbed of my human rights (T_T)

People are people. And I feel like an illusion in a dreamscape that shifts me in and out of my own consciousness. But that's just my ego talking. I'm still skimming the edges of my last venture, and I feel like a failed super hero.

I played the fool and you were my joker. We built walls and provided our fallacies. Skin for skin. But never committed. And I'm staring to doubt whether I'm better or just bitter.

Watch my head spin, seriously.
Sleep would probably do me some good :P

Goodnight ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

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22 June 2012 @ 11:05 am
  But I don't want to do it -_-  

Current Mood: apathetic