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20 December 2020 @ 01:52 pm

Technically Semi-friends only. I'm only doing this now since I figure its time I kept my ramblings to myself  for the most part, everything else such as stupid talks about nothing will stay public. Pointless I guess, but i think its mostly for myself. Some of my earlier ramblings will stay public because I can't be bothered to edit every single entry.

Anyways have fun~.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Empires - Bang (Acoustic)
29 April 2015 @ 06:07 pm
There are places for people like us.
Fate is something like death and bad endings with no words to spare.
We're just ghosts in this game, while we pretend that this is all okay.
15 December 2014 @ 06:59 pm
i'm thinking i should translate something.
should i ?

Anyway, it's been incredibly long, but the most important part to know is that i'm graduating~!
uni is over and i literally have nothing to do~
being a uni graduate is that kind of thing isnt it?
15 January 2014 @ 12:28 am
it's all the optimism that drives me insane.
wanting things,
searching for the ability to achieve those things;
but also being stuck on the hope that despite the fact that those things might not happen, you can dream.

so when it comes down to the truth,
and suddenly the world becomes a lot smaller,
and those hopes and dreams become feasible;
we get scared.
because what if reality can't live up to the dream.

maybe we were better off when you were just a mirage in the distance,
and a voice to send through me ears, and just a face in photographs;
but you're here now, and i don't know how to deal with that.

and so i know,
all things come to an end,
phases, spaces in time, obsessions.
the end hasn't come yet,
but let's see how we go.
Current Mood: nervous
06 November 2013 @ 03:45 pm
It's blood.

And it's so stupid how these things run.

I've been waiting for disappointment. And you deliver.

But am I so stuck in this mess that I can't differentiate the good from the bad?

Say things, get in trouble.

I knew it from the start.

I'm only waiting for you to let me down.
05 October 2013 @ 09:12 pm

The mood swells. The air is deep, and your heart moves. It is a feeling. A community.
Hand in hand with the soul you want to meet.
A celebration of everything in between.

Current Mood: floating
20 September 2013 @ 07:30 pm
so midterms are up, and uni sucks and I'm eternally lazy. I have group presentations to get through and I can't contact my members and this sucks ass. I may or may not be secretly crying on the inside.


Current Mood: discontent
20 July 2013 @ 03:40 am
In a quest that is simple,
we take small steps,
we test the waters,
we wait.

But on the roads that are hard,
we run at full speed,
breaths ragged,
passion ignited,
we go.
07 March 2013 @ 11:15 pm

life is sucky right now. so please excuse the gloom.
on the other hand, have some sassy chen.
10 January 2013 @ 02:40 pm
oh hai thur~

you must be excited to see me~~~


My posts are getting as sporadic as sporadic comes, seriously. My greatest apologies. This will be brief, sadly D:

So it's holidays. Uni is off til March and I'm pretty much bumming around like to tomorrow. The internet is capped but I'm finding ways around it. I'll be going overseas for a month~ :D ... so i'll probably have something to say then :P

In my extended absence, I must say my life has been revolving tumblr, and still is. Cheering my Arashi and kpop babies (Can you see my Onew bb up thur~? ;D). I'm still alive yet kinda dead cause I completely ruined my sleeping pattern, that I am -only now- getting back to normal~

And now I'm just chillin and telling the internet how I'm a loser, clearly :P

Brief. I told you. Brief~

So I leave you with this~~

Bai bbs~ :D
Current Mood: Neutral
Current Music: B1A4